I thought you'd never have to question, just because you knew. You've Felt, because I touched you. 

I felt because you showed me everything that I didn't know you were. Everything that I didn't believe you could be. 

I'm so fcked up. Ive really been fcked up. And it's so fcked up because the world is based on us fcking ourselves up to love another... To love something. 

While I'm here surrounded by friends, I still feel so alone. I felt you. I've never FELT, so I had to hold on. 

While I shut the voice inside, out, I failed to realize I was giving up me. All of me. It only hit me while I was too busy, too caught up making plans. When it was allll out of my hands.