Darker the berry

While I thought the light left my life. The dark showered me with a new existence of myself that I could never know with you. Treasure the darkness in you. 

Leave me to be great.

Let me love me. 

“Growing apart doesn’t change the fact that for a long time we grew side by side; our roots will always be tangled. I’m glad for that.”

Ally Condie, Matched 
(via thelovejournals)

It all happens for a reason but I just wish that in the midst of the reasons, throughout each 4 seasons I didn't lose myself to blatant treason. 

i feel terrible, and then i feel beautiful, and i wonder which one is real

You're ice but I still got burned .. But I've learned because I won't stay another hour, not two. 

What did you learn in 2015?

to stop investing so much into others, and invest more into myself.

I wanna grow w you. I wanna grow old w you. I wanna get it all together w you.

So I love you. 

And you love me.

Then maybe one day, we'll love our three. 

Evelyn Cunningham

Women are the only oppressed group in our society that lives in intimate association with their oppressors. 

“The first to apologize is always the bravest. The first to forgive is the strongest. The first to forget is the happiest.”

You left me alone with my mind for too long

because lately I’ve been feeling like I’m going nowhere with whatever I’m doing.

By fonzwolf

" when I’m alone in my room sometimes I stare at the wall, or I stare at the clock and watch the hours fall. I even watch my phone hoping someone would call, but the reality being i have no friends at all. 
the nothingness of my current situation seems to effect the speed of time. not that I care, though. I have no plans in mind. 
I’m just sitting here, eh… better yet I’m laying here with my phone being the only thing I see, sending out mass texts with the context only being W-Y-D. hoping one of them pull me out of this quick sand of a situation, so I can stop having this social constipation. "

How I wish I never touch loved.. Or believed in the way it could mentally move me so far, far away. How I wish I had the courage to tell you how hard I fell for you.. Believed in the way we sub-consciously yet consciously found graceful harmony. 

  

You the closest thing to perfect baby.

Drinkin' on the low 

Schemin' on the low

I thought you'd never have to question, just because you knew. You've Felt, because I touched you. 

I felt because you showed me everything that I didn't know you were. Everything that I didn't believe you could be. 

I'm so fcked up. Ive really been fcked up. And it's so fcked up because the world is based on us fcking ourselves up to love another... To love something. 

While I'm here surrounded by friends, I still feel so alone. I felt you. I've never FELT, so I had to hold on. 

While I shut the voice inside, out, I failed to realize I was giving up me. All of me. It only hit me while I was too busy, too caught up making plans. When it was allll out of my hands. 

New mind set. Who dis?

We need to know that you won't wake up in the morning and feel differently. But you can't give us that.

NO MORE STOLEN SISTERS.

Justice for missing and murdered indigenous women. 

The 2015 attacks you probably know nothing about...

January 3-7: Baga, Nigeria 2,000+ killed
January 25: Mamasapano, Philippines 67+ killed
January 30: Shikarpur, Pakistan 60 killed
February 4: Fotokol, Cameroon 91+ killed
March 7: Maiduguri, Nigeria 58 killed
March 20: Sana'a, Yemen 137 killed
April 1: Garissa, Kenya 147+ killed
May 13: Karachi, Pakistan 45 killed
June 1: Randi, Iraq 41 killed
June 17: Diffa Region, Niger 38 killed
June 17: Monguno, Nigeria 63 killed
June 22: Borno, Nigeria 42 killed
June 23: Maiduguri, Nigeria 30 killed
June 25: Kobani, Syria 146 killed
June 26: Leego, Somalia 70 killed
July 1: Kukawa, Nigeria 145 killed
July 5: Jos and Potiskum, Nigeria 69 killed
July 10: Monguno, Nigeria 43 killed
July 17: Damaturu, Nigeria 64 killed
July 17: Khan Bani Saad, Iraq 100-180 killed
August 7: Kabul, Afghanistan 50+ killed
August 10: Diyala Province, Iraq 50+ killed
August 13: Baghdad, Iraq 76+ killed
September 20: Maiduguri, Nigeria 145 killed
October 5: Baghdad, Iraq 57 killed
October 10: Ankara, Turkey 102 killed
October 14: Maiduguri, Nigeria 42 killed
November 12: Beirut, Lebanon 43 killed

And these are only the attacks with 40+ victims. 
Paris I stand with you, but I will not forget all the victims in other cities. 

I'd like my emotions back.